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For the last few weeks I have been listening to the song 'Know That You Are Loved' on repeat every night before I go to bed and sometimes in the morning when I wake up because it really is a mantra and I feel it is a very powerful one that will really shift energy. Because the fact is that you ARE some where on this earth and for certainly in this spirit realm and you should never go to sleep thinking or feeling otherwise and you should always start your day feeling and knowing that. The peace and surety this song engulfs around me is like none other and that’s why I keep listening to it.

So, my laptop froze.. Trying to submit my midterm. I had to take it again, then it froze AGAIN. That's how my Tuesday is going. Not like I had any other homework or studying to do..ready for the weekend already!

I can't find ways to make long term friendships because many times I'm burnt out, not available, unable to organize or plan, etc. So... Many times my mind and body ask me to isolate because I'm burnt out but I also need to have fun in friendly social environments. I've always lived in this tiring paradox. I know social interactions can invigorate me when I do good in them and I want more of it.

I swear I have ADHD or something because I will seriously be cleaning the kitchen, and then use the bathroom and start cleaning in there, then all of a sudden I’m sitting down doing something on my cricut and then the next thing I know, I’m doing laundry or eating some kind of sugar. My mind is constantly in overdrive with 5 dogs too. No sense in getting a break because when I start cleaning again, I hardly ever finish it before going to another room. It’s making me mad honestly. I’m diagnosed with anxiety but not ADHD...yet Hmmm