I have not been having a very good week so far for a.multitude of different reasons. Then, my Hubby asked me if I wanted to go eat by the lake for lunch but I had no idea he was going to surprise me with a sit-in little picnic! Like, he actually set up blankets and pillows and everything. We saw so many WTD out at a nature preserve, gulls, even a family of turkeys and he put on my favorite nostalgic 80s and 90s songs. I have no idea how I could ever get this lucky!!
I can feel very self conscious around some people, but very comfortable around others. Usually comes down to who I click with and who I don't. But for the most part, I am such an awkward mess. I've acted awkward with almost every person I know, it's to the point where I don't even want to talk to anyone anymore and I have run out of people, even a lot of my family. I'm tired of facing my awkwardness at times. Anyway, I don't want to be down on myself, but it's been difficult. At least I have a good and understanding soulmate and a handful of relatives. But, darnit, a good friend or 2 would be nice sometimes too.
I told this guy last night I be going out by myself…because I do. Why his response was I’m just fishing for compliments lol, what? It’s a fact I by choice go out by myself. If you wanted to say “you too cute to go out alone” just say that. I’d honestly rather you not because that’s some b.s but that’s really what he wanted to say. But he kept dancing around what he wanted to say and kept saying “nah nah you just fishing for compliments” He literally kept hesitating, Boy if you don’t get the heck up out my face! What does looking good have to do with not going out by yourself. Absolutely nothing.
I go out by myself all the time. Actually now that I’m in the public eye more, I do everything alone because people are always trying to scam or something. The connect between women and men is so bad now days that I don’t know why people even try. Everybody needs to just go adopt a pet!
I lost one of my kitties yesterday! Fortunately I still have one left and better make sure that she sees the vet soon for a checkup because the cat that I lost had some weird symptoms. Just for the record, my lost kitty stooped eating and drinking water, then stayed at the corner for about two days and then just died with no complains. My whole family is missing him already because he was our precious pet kid too.
I almost thought my daughter was going to throw something at me when I got excited because I spotted old tires on the back roads to the E.R that someone had left there earlier today. No, we did not get to stop for them, but I do want to go back later and get them to paint for planters if they fit in the car. lbs It is a win-win situation. I am cleaning up trash, nobody pays tire disposal fees, and I get a free Fall garden flower planters!
I go out by myself all the time. Actually now that I’m in the public eye more, I do everything alone because people are always trying to scam or something. The connect between women and men is so bad now days that I don’t know why people even try. Everybody needs to just go adopt a pet!