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The 'ber months have always been my favorite growing up. Through childhood there was always Halloween (my favorite holiday!), my birthday, Thanksgiving and Christmas with my loved ones. They are still my favorite months but they are also the most difficult months coming up now. Last year, we lost our grandmother on my birthday, following not too long after our father passed away. I still want to celebrate these months and holidays with loved ones, but there will still always be a sadness with them too. I've come to realize that with grief, the sadness does remain, but I try my hardest everyday not to let it overwhelm me. These months are hard for my family but they are also beautiful in correlation to change.

Never again will I trust another soul blindly. Neither will I be put in a position to be the rear end of certain people's jokes that i thought were in my best interest, while the whole time I do my best to make sure everyone I love is comfortable, happy, and safe.