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I am sickk. I decided to learn how to do passion twists and do my own hair. So I’m in the mirror trying to part the back of my head realizing I have never seen the back of my head before and I just discovered I have a bald spot and I am horrified! It’s so small but I just went through so many waves of emotions. One how long have I been bald? Two all of these different people that have been in my head to do my hair and NO ONE TOLD ME!? Now I want to fight!!