Book Of Likes Faces

I can't find ways to make long term friendships because many times I'm burnt out, not available, unable to organize or plan, etc. So... Many times my mind and body ask me to isolate because I'm burnt out but I also need to have fun in friendly social environments. I've always lived in this tiring paradox. I know social interactions can invigorate me when I do good in them and I want more of it.