I’m really satisfied with the amount of self reflection and awareness I went through this morning. For the past month or so I have been doing really well with being present and flowing with life with my romantic partner and everything going on in my life. Yesterday I slowly krept out of that and began to dive head first into anxiety and attachment and control with this being my last day here in Virginia before I move.My sleep last night was horrible with me tossing and turning and I woke up still feeling very tense. Last night I said a lot of things that I now recognize was rooted in attachment and fear and it began to show up in my body. Tight chest, restless, inability to sleep. I really had to take a moment to stop and recognize where a lot of my feelings were coming from and how my thought process was hurting me and not ok. From the outside looking in most wouldn’t find an issue with what I said but I know that’s not how life works. We hurt ourselves moving through life attached to everything we come across and how we want it to be. But I say all of this just to say how proud of myself I am for recognizing and correcting that and bringing peace back into my mind and body by releasing the e😜ectation of it all.
Attachment issues are hard. I’ve detached so much it is now difficult to attach. I’m like “wait, this looks like pain, I don’t want it” but I’ve finally started letting people in and I’m also proud of that. Trust is so big! I’m so proud of you for the growth
Attachment issues are hard. I’ve detached so much it is now difficult to attach. I’m like “wait, this looks like pain, I don’t want it” but I’ve finally started letting people in and I’m also proud of that. Trust is so big! I’m so proud of you for the growth