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Not sure if any of you feel this way but I am finding myself wanting to become a recluse more and more. All of the stuff going on in society from all sides overwhelms me. My house is going on the market because I want to move somewhere rural (never wanted to before) with land and no people around. I want to pick up my essentials from a small mom and pop store and deal with as few people as possible. I’m getting to the point where I’d love nothing more than become a shut in. Ugh. I’m misunderstood in everything I say or do. I am lonely but socializing is too stressful and I can’t imagine a relationship where I have someone else around constantly.