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My day has been absolutely horrid and as usual , all about him! How it went:
6am I heard my 2 year old waited to see if he would get up with him for a change, nope, so I got up but that’s okay I love mornings with my little guy.
8:30am I go up to our room to get clothes so I could get dressed for the day and I had to meet my 9 year old who spent the night at her friends at 10 am so had to get ready, he comes down shortly after and says so… “why did you come up and wake me up so early I was so comfortable?” I said.. “to get clothes so I could get dressed for the day”! He says “well next time bring me coffee”. I said “yeah probably should have!” Then a few minutes later says.. “are you planning on making breakfast?” I said “no I wasn’t, I already made my 2 year old something and my 9 year old was eating at her friends!” He says.. “ oh so then no?” I ignored that!
10:30ish am he starts cooking HIMSELF sausage and onions, sauce and pasta(I don’t like onions so definitely wasn’t cooking for us both)! So I make myself a bagel and he says “I am trying to cook”! I stayed quite!
He continues to mope around, sked me if i was gonna clean out the fridge(leftovers and things like that) I said “yeah I will”, I suppose I didn’t do it soon enough so he begins to do it! Fills the sink, compost, and garbage! Wiped counters down and sits down!
Says “aren’t you going to thank me for all I did this morning?” I pretend I don’t hear this! I do that daily but, I also clean the dishes, take out the compost and so on and I never get thanked!
Later says “I left you a sink of dishes and the trash and compost will need to go out!

I ate three donuts today and I feel bad about it.
I could have easily eaten five.
Also had two pasta dishes... And a caramel cinnamon roll last night.
Not looking for a pity party. I just felt guilty to myself... if I write it out, I can't go back on it now.

I wanted to pass along something that could possibly help others who are struggling financially, people who are going through a hard time, or even those who want to take a break from cooking for a few days a month. There is an organization called Lasagna Love where you can request home cooked lasagnas (sometimes some people make other large pasta dishes such as ziti or Mac and cheese) once every 30 days. Although not required, many volunteers provide “sides” such as salad and garlic bread or desserts. Someone suggested it to me when my dad passed November, and it was such a blessing! Now I volunteer with them to pay it forward by making a meal and delivering to other local families once a month.