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I’m so tired. Absolutely exhausted! Doesn’t help that I’ve had next to no sleep the last couple of nights. I was lying in bed reading at gone 3.30am ffs. It’s ridiculous but my brain just won’t shut up. It’s no wonder I’m so overwhelmed with everything. I do something, try to rest after, but then worry about all the stuff I need to do so can’t sleep. And then it gets to a point where I end up sleeping most of the day. That day will be tomorrow as I’m off to a gig tomorrow evening and would prefer not to be yawning all the way through it. Today I’m going up the allotments.

Talk about lessons learned . Never rent to a friend or acquaintance or someone with a pitty story because believe you me, the people trying don’t ask for a hand out because it will cost you so much more than the loss of a friend. The disrespect of not adhering to a no animal rule cost 600 in pest control to rid the fleas , the bugs and trash removal almost a grand , the fact that I rented my house out furnished as well as providing water electric was so dumb of me. Not only did rent not yet paid but all the bills went up by 300 plus dollars a month and things were ruined. Disappeared or so gross now I have to throw it out. Appliances I had to replace - fridge, oven, dryer, toaster, insta pot ( anything with cords ) all my glasses are broken and I have hardly any matching plates. Beds and bedding ( some that was brand new in opened and she took it upon herself to open and ruined but smoking on or staining clothing - like fore real she took my clothes I had ( in my room area that was suppose to be off limits ) not to mention her sleeping in there when it’s suppose to be just a studio. My concrete stairs are busted from her backing into them, Also I had to physically pack and mover her things out myself … Anyone who knows me knows how hard I’ve worked on my home. I opened it up thinking I was helping someone in need and to lesson my financial blow while having a baby and it ended up being hell.