So much healing was brought to me today and I am
Forever grateful! I always recieve what I need when I need it. I know I am being looked after. I know that I am divinely loved. I know this because I feel this and I see this. This past week and a...More
So much healing was brought to me today and I am
Forever grateful! I always recieve what I need when I need it. I know I am being looked after. I know that I am divinely loved. I know this because I feel this and I see this. This past week and a half has been a really hard week for me. To the point where these deep, painful feelings that was coming to me I didn’t want to to feel. So I ran from them. Doing everything I could to distract myself and numb myself. I didn’t even want to get out of bed. Doing my daily routine was rough. I went back to eating like trash, I had stopped drinking for a while before but I came back to it. I just didn’t want to feel anything, I didn’t want to do anything, I lowkey just wanted to disappear. And here comes londrelle at Dharma Glow. I almost didn’t even go to this even tho I’ve been talking about it all month but I knew I needed it . This moment with Koya Webb I realized I had to feel everything in its complete wholeness in order to mend it and put it away.
It wasn’t just this but it was the side conversations I had with people. And how they knew the exact thing to ask me. They helped me realize the reason my experience was what it was and helped me move on and not be stuck there. My heart is full with so much gratitude. Now to start another juice fast tomorrow, I’m considering doing it up until my birthday. That would be the longest fast I do thus far.
