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My priority now is befriending people that get it so I spend less time presenting myself verbally about who I am to somebody and more time on connecting. Having to constantly translate your being to people is extremely exhausting especially when you spend a lot of your energy into your existence being understood just for at the end they still don’t get it.

Since I have some two faced snitches on here..run & tell her THIS..she can delete whatever she wants and then go try to cause other people legal problems..but I still have the proof. Screenshots from yesterday and from the last time she decided she wanted to get bold. Deleting your threatening statuses and wall posts DOESN'T erase evidence, nice try though!

I have been diagnosed officially with Social Anxiety Disorder, Chronic Panic Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder ( PTSD), Borderline Personality Disorder ( BPD ), Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD), AND Depression and I got my two vaccinations already. I'm very happy to be an American.

This past week, I have been feeling positive for a change! I don't know how I have drawn on this positive energy but it's such a great feeling! I know we're still in Covid lock-down and I know that sooner or later I will have a bad day again and that's completely acceptable. But for now I'm going to enjoy the next few days, hope this last throughout the weekend.

January 20th was long ago declared the most depressing day of the year because of cold or bad weather, dark nights, post-Christmas debt, and failed New Year's resolutions for many people. And now with the increase of Covid-19 cases and deaths, it supposed to worse. BUT, I beg to differ and I have several mental dysfunctions and live in Alaska where it is dark in most places than most! Therefore, lets think POSITIVELY this year, ok my friends? Tomorrow is Jan. 20 and NO MORE DONALD TRUMP as Joe Biden will be officially sworn in! Also, there are Covid-19 vaccines now, and more coming, so there is HOPE of this Pandemic ending sooner than later. This means a better economy to pay those debts. Failed New Year Resolutions, really? We still have the rest of 2021 and our life, so BE HAPPY and KEEP MOVING ON!

I can't belive thta the year is almost over and the Congress still battering about the Second stimulus checks. What is that is holding them from releasing those Second stimulus checks to people once and for all, right now? Come on people, be kind and do your job.

The sun is setting today in my hometown of Barrow, Alaska and it will not rise again until next year. Every year the sun sets on November 18th and rises on January 23rd, and so many people I know had no idea until I mentioned it to them recently! So, yep, there is a total darkness there of 67 days and it happens annually. My friends here in New York are like, "omg, how was it living in total darkness for that long?!?"...Well, I loved it but I was born and raised that way and being a night owl helped a lot. I was born January 15, so my parents brought me home in the dark and the sun did not rise until 8 days later hehe