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I can feel very self conscious around some people, but very comfortable around others. Usually comes down to who I click with and who I don't. But for the most part, I am such an awkward mess. I've acted awkward with almost every person I know, it's to the point where I don't even want to talk to anyone anymore and I have run out of people, even a lot of my family. I'm tired of facing my awkwardness at times. Anyway, I don't want to be down on myself, but it's been difficult. At least I have a good and understanding soulmate and a handful of relatives. But, darnit, a good friend or 2 would be nice sometimes too.