Book Of Likes

Things are going pretty well right now. My boyfriend and I are figuring out a lot of communication stuff recently. I’m making friends at my new job and people are actually seeking me out just to talk to me and make sure I’m okay and give me some extra love. And I just kind of want to cry? Like I know the trauma in my past wasn’t my fault and that I deserve good people in my life, but to have actually finally found some of them??? To feel like I can actually have good people in my life instead of constantly falling into situations where I’m belittled, hurt, bullied, abused, etc….? It almost feels like a trick that I shouldn’t get too comfortable with, but I also just feel really really grateful that these people are showing me that I didn’t deserve all those years of pain and maybe, maybe there’s something else to this life.