Wire post by Susie Foote
I am feeling very down been playing the video ghost with Justin Bieber and Diane Keaton just because I am getting older and next month 49 and yet I have a daughter that after foster care choose to believe what was embedded in her head and I think a niece of mine is telling her ugly things, it so I mourn this child as if she is dead. No contact 10 yrs. now she's 22 long out of foster care. My own siblings treat me as I am so devictive due to my mental illness. I am suppose to be ready in a week for surgery but can't get up off this couch due to hip and back pain and some mild depression. Why does life have to hurt so much? I have had a lot of horrific crap happen in my life all due to other's and how they have chose to treat me. I just want to feel loved, cared about and leave a positive legacy for my loved ones.